Diary Of Jan

Here We Go

2010-04-12T14:41:00.002+08:00

and its another first day of school tomorrow..

i hv no idea what its gonna be like or how its gonna play out..

but i ll hope for the best..

my journey starts here

♥

Jan'

2010-04-07T00:11:00.005+08:00

2010-03-28T23:03:00.001+08:00

♥

so friday was hon ens birthday chalet..dint bother takin any pics with the buddies this time tho..

so yea, its us girls over here..

left early with gina hunny, it was a good catch up(:

cant wait till she joins me in TP!

Jan'

♥

2010-03-25T19:36:00.006+08:00

“When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there.”

dearest Gina,

thankyou for always havin my back(:
friends forever ♥

Jan'

2010-03-25T00:28:00.000+08:00

Design school has been alright so far, i guess thats the best we can get wen all of us got separated from our previous classes..

just gotta make the best outta it, im hoping at least.

Jan'

2010-03-20T19:23:00.003+08:00

"Sometimes people put up walls,

not to keep people away.

But to see who cares enough to tear those walls down."

Jan'

Show Me What I'm Looking For

2010-03-18T19:31:00.004+08:00

i dont know how to deal when change comes, i resist it yet i eventually accept it.

what if sticking around just means getting hurt again from those who leave?

Jan'

2010-03-18T00:31:00.000+08:00

Here's to a new beginning

When I Come Around

2010-03-12T01:04:00.007+08:00

idk what to feel/think/act

im still trying tho

jan'

Everything We Have

2010-03-08T17:06:00.002+08:00

this week ll be full of tests/projects/assignments due
it ll also be the last full week that T02, SK ll be together as a class before we split into our individual courses:(

imma miss it sooo much!

I wouldnt ask for another group.

Jan'

SK T02

2010-03-04T18:57:00.003+08:00

i know i havent been blogging at all for the last 2 weeks ever since school started so here i am now...updating this presumably dead space of mine..

schools literally a blast now, especially w/ the apartment stay..i have to admit i was a lil hesitant at first bout the idea of stayin with 4 girls i just got to know..it took just one night however, that we all got along perfectly fine..its been 8 days and 7 nights together with the girls and the guys upstairs...

imma miss the hopping to each others room after curfew...watching ::law abiding citizen:: and ::titanic::, cranberry w/ vodka..adam and mels frequent battles..jons awesome jamming skills and ameers crazy self...and agnes's madd laugh at everything everyone does!

we went to orchard on our free afternoon last wed to catch ::wolfman:: which was a total bummer cos most of us fell asleep then we went shopping!with boys!theyre fun to shop with(:

then we went to orchard on wed, our last night..to get crumplers for ourselves..i feel th pinch mann..andd..we missed curfew.so we had to climb over the gates..

ULTIMATELY!I LOVED THE APARTMENT STAY-

Jan'

2010-02-23T23:19:00.000+08:00

at the apartment now in TP green..its been alright so far..
normal class shyt, boring class.

2010-02-17T23:47:00.000+08:00

Valentine's Day was an awesome movie. with the awesome people cj,jol,mark and fatsy.

classes start tomorrow(:

2010-02-15T02:12:00.003+08:00

some major mood swings lately.
sometimes i just wish things would stay good.

stupid ::the world is unfair:: crap.

well tomorrow ll be more visiting, to MCs place with the guys as well. thats that.bla

♥

Woke up This morning...

2010-02-13T22:51:00.003+08:00

here comes chinese new year where its all bout spring cleaning before the ever glorious gift of hong baos. we had to wake up bout 11 in the morning to get the prayer stuff ready and get the papers burnt b4 going back to bed at bout 3 and sleeping till like 7, afterwhich it was dinner then cleaning again..

this saturdays been a bummer.
i dont even get income this week cos it turned out there had to be repairs done to the micros on the only day i was scheduled to work. ergo the staff party on thursday. which i still like to remember as a blast(:

♥

Jan

Love In This Club

2010-02-12T14:34:00.009+08:00

pretty eventful week so far with school starting..
mon and tue were day camps instead of classes so it was more of sweat, sun burns and bad tans from low elements and dragon boating...

i got to meet my new class for CDS, group members for the first 2 days.classmates from next thur onwards...
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then there were 2 parties on thursday. one staff pool&bbq party.

and yea, i got thrown in the pool even tho i shouted that i had another party to go to...which got me in a really bad predicament.
gotta love working with those people, they really make your day.

another was a reunion w/ pri school peeps and also to celebrate our bud yu jins birthday. we missed that guy! hes comin back every 3 months or so so it wont be so bad as once a year anymore.

4 Yrs Later.

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♥
Over and Out,
Janelle

eventually...

2010-02-07T00:50:00.001+08:00

monday.school.8.30am to 7pm. junior, joshua, agnes(:

tuesday. dragon boat

wednesday. dpa seniors.

school.school.school

Sleepover@Marks Space

2010-01-29T14:10:00.003+08:00

My Bloody Valentine. It was alright, a lil cliche to The Uninvited Push is a good movie for 4am in the morning...which kept cj and i struggling to keep from dozing off while the other 2 were long gone to slumber...

and of course, the sleepover was good..

complete with band hero and Saw the game.

♥

Janelle

2010-01-26T14:18:00.000+08:00

NINE WORDS WOMEN USE
(1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right
and you need to shut up.

(2) Five Minutes:
If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five
minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to
watch the game before helping around the house.

(3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you
should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.

(4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!

(5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often
misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders
why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing.
(Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.)

(6) That's Okay:
This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to
a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how
and when you will pay for your mistake.

(7) Thanks: A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint. Just say
you're welcome. (I want to add in a clause here - This is true, unless she says
'Thanks a lot' - that is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. DO
NOT say 'you're welcome' . that will bring on a 'whatever').

(8) Whatever: Is a woman's way of saying F-- YOU!

(9) Don't worry about it, I got it:
Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a
woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This
will later result in a man asking 'What's wrong?' For the woman's response
refer to # 3.

♥

Janelle

2010-01-26T02:28:00.002+08:00

retail therapy with the girls was good...spent a lot of hard earned money..nd cant do anymore of that!
on another note, i cant wait for the sleepover on wed...

idk what to blog, more like status updates on my life..
3-way with TP friends now:)

2010-01-25T03:26:00.002+08:00

i need to go back...to see if the things im hearing are true, i find it hard to believe that our families are too messed up..wth is happening to the qua kids.

i miss it over there, i really do.

2010-01-24T00:33:00.001+08:00

2 more weeks till school start, i know im not ready....

I did it.

2010-01-12T23:03:00.001+08:00

Im just glad all that studying paid off, i never wanna go thru that again.
Temasek Poly, Here I come.

Janelle.

2010-01-10T18:25:00.000+08:00

I hope tomorrow ll be a good day

2010-01-08T22:15:00.002+08:00

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i keep getting the feeling that everytime someth good happens, it just means someth bads bound to happen soon enough. - O levels?

O Level Entry Requirements for Poly

2010-01-07T22:19:00.003+08:00

Admission to Polytechnics (L1R2B2)
L1: English Language

1st Group of Relevant Subjects (R1):
Maths or A Math

2nd Group of Relevant Subjects (R2) (at least C6 for relevant subjects):

Architectural Technology
Science subjects, Art, D & T

Business-Related Courses
Humanities subjects, POA

Science-Based Courses
Science subjects, F & N

Technology Courses
Science subjects, D & T

Best 2 Subjects (B2): Best 2 other subjects

I found that on an online forum so idk how accurate it is,

anw i screwed my humanities so i guess i ll need to do well in math nd science or math nd art for my relevant ones...nd hopefully my best 2 ll be POA nd Chinese or the others depending on the relevant ones..

all the best to everyone taking their results on monday.

♥

Janelle

Jency's 17th

2010-01-06T23:25:00.001+08:00

♥

Janelle

just a lil bit

2010-01-04T01:07:00.004+08:00

i ve been thinking a lot! bout the upcoming release of our O level results and i can easily say that im shit scared....those months of studying were easily the toughest of secondary school life.....it deft. left no time for procrastination..
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and right now, with all the time for that procrastination, all i can hope for is the best.
Tuesday, the 12th of January, ll mark the start.

dammit.

♥

Janelle

UPDATE: IT'S ON THE 11TH OF JAN!!!

2010-01-03T00:23:00.006+08:00

i guess the things i ve done or decisions ve made may not have been the best this year, i look back thinking i could ve done em differently.perhaps the outcome would ve been better too..
i wouldnt know huh..
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i dont rmb makin any resolutions for 09, cept prob the typical one of doin well for my Os..which im currently still hoping ll turn out well..
i kinda find it hard to believe that secondary school is over..the holidays have been alright so far but i really miss the times fooling around in class..where practically everything was there for us to grab...i loved my class, the classmates, NFC.they were the only reason i had to look forward to school every morning. The days we played hookey to go pasir ris or town. gotta love you guys!
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and now its just work. theres no classroom to hold us all together anymore.just the texts or IMs to make plans that sometimes dont work out..

we never know whats gone till it isnt there anymore huh...i rmb thinking that i couldnt wait for O levels to be over. that once theyre over, i'd be free..xcept,the thing is, i feel too free.

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and 2010, here i am.
2009 was good but imma be greedy and hope for an even better 2010.

i want to...

-change. to quit my attitude and just be nice.
-not be quick to judge
-have a fresh start in my new school
-do well in my work. good service to customers, a friend more than a colleague to, well colleagues
- have a good year ahead. ergo no drama.

♥

Janelle

I Wanna Hold Your Hand

2010-01-01T01:54:00.001+08:00

♥

Happy New Year to All,

Love,

Janelle

Facing Up

2009-12-30T22:29:00.002+08:00

♥

Janelle

Don't Forget to Remember Me

2009-12-29T23:08:00.005+08:00

countdown to chrismas at favs space.then to PP for more.

Santa

Always with the pose
family!

bff

♥

Janelle

2009-12-27T03:19:00.000+08:00

a very merry christmas.

Friends Forever

2009-12-23T19:16:00.000+08:00

♥

JANELLE

2009-12-22T02:28:00.002+08:00

::false hope is better than none::

The Next Episode

2009-12-22T00:32:00.007+08:00

i honestly dont know what im more anxious bout, the fact that results are out in less than a month or the paranoia upon heading to a place much different from our comfort zone.....i ll be clueless if i dont get thru my direct admission, and apart from that, how are we suppose to start new friendships...
i ve always been fortunate in the sense that i always had someone by my side when i moved on to some place different.i had my sister in jing shan, i had jade in da qiao, i had jade,gina and pat in guangyang...i guess im sayin that im scared i wont be able to cope with the difference of it all..idk, this is what happens when im left alone for too long...i get paranoid and i think wayyy out of the perimeters....

and work, its been a month since i ve joined so i pretty much know how things work round there..not all of course, that ll take much longer...even so,i dont even think i do a good job of it all...they only give me one or two days a week so im guessin that i dont give good enough service...its tough satisfying both your customers and boss at the same time.....im trying!

imma take this day by day,having the benefit of the unknown....

♥

Janelle

Retail Therepy

2009-12-17T01:58:00.003+08:00

I blew my cash on clothes, how typical.

im basically off work this whole week cept the weekends and they dint give me my pay yet,

i hope things start taking a better turn.

♥

Janelle

2009-12-11T12:03:00.003+08:00

Movie marathon+Band Hero at Marks space = awesome.

♥
Janelle

Bandslam

2009-12-07T15:47:00.001+08:00

This movie kicks wicked ass.

♥

Janelle

2009-12-03T20:39:00.003+08:00

it sucks to be sick.especially wen you leave work early cause of a blocked and bloody nose.

i really want an instant recovery right now, i just started liking 6.5 hrs of wait staff!

ughhh
♥

Janelle

2009-12-02T11:24:00.002+08:00

i think im finally getting the hang of this job after 2 weeks, the people there are nice and it does get pretty empty after some time so we kinda get paid to walk around until we find someth to do....
i think im startin to enjoy this, good tips too
cant wait for christmas week(:shopping!

♥

Janelle

Poems Found in Bathrooms

2009-11-28T19:51:00.004+08:00

THE 'FUTURE' IS IN YOUR HAND,
HOLD IT GENTLY'

Excellent poems by not so famous poets found on toilet doors and walls
>A budding poet trying his best:

Here I lie in stinky vapour
Because some bastard stole the toilet paper
Shall I lie, or shall I linger
Or shall I be forced to use my finger

Before he graduated to be a poet, he wrote this:

Here I sit Broken hearted
Tried to shit
But, only farted

Someone who had a different experience wrote:

You're lucky you had your chance
I tried to fart
And shit my pants!

Perhaps it's true that people find inspiration in toilets.

I came here To shit and stink,
But all I do Is sit and think .

Toilet's walls also double as job advertisement space..
(written high upon the wall)

If you can piss above this line,
The Fire Department wants you.

Ministry of Environment advertisement:

We aim to please!
You aim too. Please

On the inside of a toilet door:

Patrons are requested to remain seated throughout the entire performance

And finally, this should teach some a lesson..(Sign seen at a restaurant) :

The hands that clean these toilets also make your food.
Please aim properly.

♥

Janelle

2009-11-26T21:21:00.000+08:00

australian ship came in today, the most tiring 3 hrs of my life so far..

2009-11-25T03:03:00.003+08:00

oh poo, they're putting me to work on thanksgiving, bye bye stuffing, hello left-overs.
♥
Janelle

I got tips!

2009-11-23T22:40:00.001+08:00

and a papercut

♥

Janelle

Thanksgiving Buffet Lunch

2009-11-22T20:25:00.001+08:00

i think my feet just died on me.

♥

Janelle

Rag Doll

2009-11-21T22:21:00.003+08:00

so i just started working at the naval base 2 days ago, its been arrite, there rarely customers after 2 so its basically roaming around to 5...i guess it beats stayin at home and watching re runs of gossip girl and 90210...and i earn $$ from standin round for most of 3 hrs..tho this morning was a lil different,- we had to do a mans work by moving tables and chairs from the baseball field all the way to the upper patio for some thanksgiving function tomorrow...its deft. not something you wanna start the day with, especially when there were no guys havin the morning shift.....the sweat mannnn....it sucked so badly.

tomorrow ll be sunday brunch, much busier cause of all the church goers havin their brunch there.i hope they tip well, and of course, i really dont wanna screw up lil bits like i have been so far...

♥

Janelle

A Red Carpet Affair' Senior Prom 2009

2009-11-17T15:47:00.002+08:00

♥
Janelle

♥Break Away

2009-11-11T21:20:00.010+08:00

Birthday

Graduation

Bitch VS Bastard
BFF
some members of NFC
PP

I am totally over studying right now.O levels are finally over and i couldnt be happier. the sleepless nights of studying with the construction going on was enough to drive me insane.

i am really hoping the last few months of studying was worth it. they were literally the worst.

meeting the buddies for monopoly, right bout NOW!(:

♥

Janelle

2009-09-04T23:41:00.001+08:00

deft. on hiatus

behold, sibling rivarly

2009-08-20T01:04:00.005+08:00

♥
Jan'

With Arms Wide Open

2009-08-12T00:27:00.001+08:00

♥Jan'

Missin' You Big Brother ♥

2009-07-30T15:29:00.004+08:00

♥
Jan'

CJ ft. Monsters.Ghosts nd Snoopy

2009-07-27T00:18:00.003+08:00

I just had to feature Snoopy-

Racial Harmony Day'09

2009-07-25T00:30:00.008+08:00

My Girls
My BESTfriend

JENCY!this is for you alright!

♥

Jan'

2009-07-14T19:00:00.001+08:00

I Stayed.

♥
Janelle

Runaway

2009-07-12T17:56:00.001+08:00

Countdown: 3 1/2 months to O levels..
i am def. not ready.

♥

2009-07-02T22:07:00.001+08:00

ughhhh,i dont wanna go to school anymore

2009-06-28T19:20:00.002+08:00

Brace yourself, people

cause its....

♥
Jan'

oh yea, and transformers was so hell-a-AWESOME

R.I.P Michael Jackson

2009-06-26T14:33:00.001+08:00

♥

Janelle

I'm Six Feet From The Edge

2009-06-24T21:23:00.002+08:00

and i'm thinkin

♥

Jan'

I'm not Crazy, I'm just a little unwell

2009-06-14T00:09:00.005+08:00

I'm lying sick in bed.I cant get anything done.I'm still in bed. I'm sick, i feel miserable.save me.

♥

Janelle

Life is a balancing Act

2009-06-10T22:50:00.005+08:00

I am so clueless

♥

Janelle

The Qua Kids

2009-06-08T22:11:00.002+08:00

The Broken Road

2009-06-02T22:49:00.005+08:00

and just when you thought the worse was over, brace yourself cause here's Intensive Science. Intensive Chinese won't kill you. O Levels will. Intensive Science just makes sure you re dug down deep enough.
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On the good side, My brother's back tomorrow. Funny as it sounds, he's like an on and off brother to us. Not cause hes not there for us, but just that he cant be. He's too faraway.
So all that sibling rivalry you guys have with your annoying brothers, i dont. and man, crazy enough, i wish i had, cause it would mean fighting then getting okay again and again and again. but at least then you'd know he's near nd that he's there for you. I missed that part of life.

I guess the worst question is where do we go from here?cause the years apart pulled the Qua siblings apart. and the worst part is, usually when someone comes, they have to leave.

yea, im so psyched

whatever, enjoy the time we have

Peace nd' Love,

Janelle

Absolutely

2009-06-01T20:24:00.003+08:00

i'm saying, that it reeks hell when your in secondary 4,that you can have the worst weeks of your life.

Chinese Os were today, whoo, thank god its over- That feeling you get right before taking the first paper of the beginning of your life? its indescribable. Imagine doing chinese for your whole life for the sake of passing one paper, for goin to the same tuition every saturday for 6 and a half years just so you can pass one stinkin' sub. I have worked my ass off the past 2 months, and with the heat getting on, its unbearable.(really, the least the school can do is get more fans!)
for the past 1 nd a half week, i ve been doing absolutely nothing but chinese and perspiring,and yes, im friggin sayin i never wanna see a chinese book in my life again! no doubt.

oh Please let me be done with chinese. no junyu, i do not want to do a retake.ha ha

you guessed it,

♥Janelle

Intensive Chinese

2009-05-27T20:17:00.003+08:00

no, i am not good in chinese..not anymore eversince i started goldbricking in secondary 3. the worst part is, i just may be the one to pull the average of our class down again.
god, i have no idea what they were thinking when they were banding.

its time to panic-

♥

Janelle

Kylie's Sweet 16 Chalet 2009

2009-05-24T18:07:00.005+08:00

i feel bruised. For one thing, i dint even step into the chalet for 15 minutes and im scarred cause i nearly tripped over the stone edge, and.. my bicycle wouldnt listen to me!...

we had a nice time at our dear kylie's chalet- overnight cycling, new people, alcohol, annoying the crap outta quin weng, and bouncing between locations to sleep.
...and the result = i look like shit after a half hr sleep there and 4 hours at home.

wtv.

happy birthday in advance KYLIE!

Unsaid,
♥Janelle

"Enlightening" Camp Day 3: All for One and One for All

2009-05-20T20:51:00.009+08:00

Press Conference: Kai Feng

its day 3 and the camp is officially over!gotta admit that its been 3 really long and tiring days-stayin in school for 10hrs and eating the same food day after day..
but even with that, these 3 days have been the most hilarious ones of Secondary 4 so far.

We lauged.we yelled.we huddled.most importantly, we found out we re not alone

drive♥blood♥bliss
Janelle

"Enlightening" Camp Day 2: It's Too Late to Apologise

2009-05-19T21:06:00.005+08:00

i cant upload the others cause,haha, one is at the wrong angle and another....nope- Junyu got vulgar, (it was fine till then!)

at least i dint fall asleep today, it was more bearable than yesterday..short post cause i ve got nothing.

one day to go
♥
peace,
Janelle

"Enlightening" Camp Day 1: The Dozers

2009-05-18T20:14:00.005+08:00

So our motivational camp turned out to be an "enlightenment" camp with the various activities we had to do, keeping us awake for 9 hours!well, nearly awake at least, i was wiped-

and of course, our main characters of the day were Char, Jol, Yang,Mark,the blindfold and the Cardboard Box..and yea, i wont post the video of jol and the 2 guys cause im afraid my fellow captain will kill me tomorrow☺he has a fear of the unknown

till then, peace out ♥
Janelle

I walked the line

2009-05-14T23:09:00.003+08:00

HOLLAAA!EXAMS ARE OVER OVER OVER..THANK GOD!
these have been the worst few weeks- cramming every day nd night only to realise that you ve screwed the paper cause you were too tired and careless.

watever, im just so glad its over.

♥Janelle

Two Nuns

2009-05-09T14:52:00.018+08:00

There were two nuns...

One of them was known as Sister Mathematical (SM),

and the other one was known as Sister Logical (SL).

It was getting dark and they were still far away from the convent.

SM: Have you noticed that a man has been following us for the past thirty-eight and a half minutes? I wonder what he wants.
SL: It's logical... He wants to rape us.
SM:Oh, no! At this rate he will reach us in 15 minutes at the most! What can we do?
SL: The only logical thing to do of course is to walk faster.
SM: It's not working.
SL: Of course it's not working. The man did the only logical thing. He started to walk faster too.
SM: So, what shall we do? At this rate he will reach us in one minute..
SL: The only logical thing we can do is split. You go that way and I'll go this way. He cannot follow us both.

So the man decided to follow Sister Logical. Sister Mathematical arrives at the convent and is worried about what has happened to Sister Logical.

Then Sister Logical arrives.

SM:Sister Logical! Thank God you are here! Tell me what happened!
SL: The only logical thing happened. The man couldn't follow us both,so he followed me
SM: Yes, yes! But what happened then?
SL: The only logical thing happened. I started to run as fast as I could and he started to run as fast as he could.
SM: And?
SL: The only logical thing happened. He reached me
SM: Oh, dear! What did you do?
SL: The only logical thing to do. I lifted my dress up.

SM: Oh, Sister! What did the man do?
SL: The only logical thing to do. He pulled down his pants.

SM:Oh, no! What happened then?
SL: Isn't it logical, Sister? A nun with her dress up can run faster than a man with his pants down!

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☺And for those of you who thought it would be dirty
I'll pray for you!

♥Janelle

2009-04-27T00:28:00.000+08:00

Because it's only Life.

♥Janelle

Monkey Business

2009-04-24T22:09:00.007+08:00

i finally caught up on the sleep i never got this week, today was horrible, i couldnt stay up for a whole period besides chinese cause of the paper 1 test

yea. badbadbad

♥Janelle

dont try to care, it wont work

2009-04-18T15:10:00.010+08:00

Well yesterdays commendation was a bummer. I felt more of a prisoner than a prize winner. The hall was so warm, Mrs Tan talked for an eternity and the food was selfishly split into 3 groups. My school's hypocritical, it would be a miracle if they actually took a second to notice the students instead of boosting our school's name every chance they get. for gods sake, its commendation day, not orientation..

and the food,damn! how selfish can they get..Best for the VIPs, least for the students who dint even want to come in the first place if not for the compulsory MC. the worst part was after the canteen started clearing up, they let the students go in and take the leftovers. How low can we get?seriously, giving them the leftovers?we;re not pathetic!...gee..its pissing off...

anw on the plus side, Mr Benny decided to come..and boy, did we rant....we were kinda scolding him in a we-miss-you kinda way, but yea, he did offer to help...Maybe if he were still our teacher, we wouldnt be in so much of a wreck, but, no excuses huh..oh bla,

i find it hard to make a decision i know id regret..

♥Janelle

sticks and stones will break my bones but words ll never hurt me

2009-04-15T21:14:00.004+08:00

I dont want to be strapped in to something that i don't want, but yea, i ve spent way too long procrastinating, i guess cause it means so much to me, but now i clearly dont know anymore....So far i've been failing all the tests i ve gotten back, failing to prepare for them, failing to force myself to stay still and actually do something bout it...but im working on it...

Commendation Days in a day, and hell-no-way am i looking forward to it cause it ll just remind me how badly i'd screwed everything up..it was unintentional yet couldnt be helped....uh huhh
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yea, whatever, i ve officially stepped down from athletics, good news after all thats happened with ms koh, one shit head, and the other one....the only part i ll miss from every training would prob just be the teammates, who were always there, and we did have a lot of fun together~

O levels~~~

♥Janelle

Pathetic

2009-04-11T20:49:00.006+08:00

I guess when you finally get to sec 4 you kinda get how it feels to fail more likely to the previous year.

I failed for the first time for poa.my art went from top notch to bottom bare.and the worst part is i dont even know what happened along the lines..The passion for which i felt so strongly for is gone, and the saddest part would be having to go to a 5 period class every week knowing that im failing at someth which i can do but can never find the will to again....

I find myself staring into thin air, rapt with the questions that follow through me everyday, dubious to the outcome of this final year.

I guess when you finally reach sec 4, your life is crucial, that one wrong turn can destroy your self esteem. the contemplating, the procrastination, the excuses.

♥Janelle

YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

2009-04-03T21:32:00.002+08:00

AND ALL OUR HARD WORK PAID OFF.THIS WEEK HAS SERIOUSLY BEEN THE BUSIEST.ALL THE UPS AND DOWNS, DISAGREEMENTS..THEY WORKED OUT!SO YEA,IM REALLY HAPPY THAT WE ALL DID SO WELL.

SPECIAL SPECIAL THANKS TO:
of course, THE COMMITEE
Rachels/Hansel's friends
PATRICIA.ZHIXIN.HWEEHONG(:especially PAT!
and ALL THE CHEERLEADERS

ITS BY FAR 1 OF THE BEST SPORTS DAYS I'VE HAD.EVEN THOUGH THERE WERE ONLY 4!

thanks for the support guys(:

i have to chill!!!!!!!!!(:(:

OVER AND OUT,

JANELLE

RESPITE

2009-03-28T14:42:00.002+08:00

<3Janelle

Not Alone

2009-03-16T20:16:00.003+08:00

and sometimes they're those that are always with you, by your side.

Over and Out,
Janelle

2009-03-11T20:05:00.003+08:00

people always leave..
but sometimes.. they come back

when?

Over and Out,
Janelle

FAIL!

2009-03-09T20:14:00.001+08:00

cant face my parents,cant face my tutor...ahhhhh,im a friggin failure right now...

Over and Out,
Janelle

O.M.G!MUST READ!

2009-03-08T21:23:00.007+08:00

'Millionaire' Contestant Makes Worst Use Of Lifelines Ever

NEW YORK - Idaho resident Kathy Evans brought humiliation to her friends and family Tuesday when she set a new standard for stupidity with her appearance on the popular TV show, 'Who Wants To Be A Millionaire.

'It seems that Evans, a 32-year-old wife and mother of two, got stuck on the first question,and was posed with an extremely easy $100 question.
The question was: 'Which of the following is the largest?'

A) A Peanut
B) An Elephant
C) The Moon
D) Hey, who you calling large?

Immediately Mrs. Evans was struck with an all consuming panic as she realized that this was a question to which she did not readily know the answer.'Hmm, oh boy, that's a toughie,' said Evans, 'I mean, I'm sure I've heard of some of these things before, but I have no idea how large they would be.

' Evans made the decision to use the first of her three lifelines, the 50/50. Answers A and D were removed, leaving her to decide which was bigger, an elephant or the moon. However, faced with an incredibly easy question, Evans still remained unsure.'Oh! It removed the two I was leaning towards!' exclaimed Evans.

'Darn. I think I better phone a friend.'Using the second of her two lifelines on the first question, Mrs. Evans asked to be connected with her friend Betsy, who is an office assistant.'Hi Betsy! How are you? This is Kathy! I'm on TV!' said Evans, wasting the first seven seconds of her call. 'Ok, I got an important question. Which of the following is the largest? B, an elephant, or C, the moon. 15 seconds hun.' Betsy quickly replied that the answer was C, the moon.

Evans proceeded to argue with her friend for the remaining ten seconds.'Come on Betsy, are you sure?' said Evans. 'How sure are you? Duh, that can't be it.'To everyone's astonishment, the moronic Evans declined to take her friend's advice and pick 'The Moon.''I just don't know if I can trust Betsy. She's not all that bright.

So I think I'd like to ask the audience,' said Evans. Asked to vote on the correct answer, the audience returned 98% in favor of answer C, 'The Moon.' Having used up all her lifelines, Evans then made the dumbest choice of her life.'Wow, seems like everybody is against what I'm thinking,' said the too-stupid-to- live Evans. 'But you know, sometimes you just got to go with your gut. So, let's see. For which is larger, an elephant or the moon, I'm going to have to go with B, an elephant. Final answer.' Evans sat before the dumbfounded audience, the only one waiting with bated breath, and was told that she was wrong, and that the answer was in fact, C, 'The Moon.'

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Some guy bought a new fridge for his house. To get rid of his old fridge, he put it in his front yard and hung a sign on it saying: 'Free to good home. You want it, you take it.

' For three days the fridge sat there without even one person looking twice at it.

He eventually decided that people were too un-trusting of this deal. It looked too good to be true, so he changed the sign to read: 'Fridge for sale $50.'

The next day someone stole it!

One day I was walking down the beach with some friends when someone shouted....' Look at that dead bird!

' Someone looked up at the sky and said...'where?

My sister has a lifesaving tool in her car it's designed to cut through a seat belt if she gets trapped.

She keeps it in the trunk.

I couldn't find my luggage at the airport baggage area. So I went to the lost luggage office and told the woman there that my bags never showed up.

She smiled and told me not to worry because she was a trained professional and I was in good hands.

'Now,' she asked me, 'Has your plane arrived yet?'...

While working at a pizza parlour I observed a man ordering a small pizza to go. He appeared to be alone and the cook asked him if he would like it cut into 4 pieces or 6.

He thought about it for some time before responding. 'Just cut it into 4 pieces; I don't think I'm hungry enough to eat 6 pieces.

Sadly, not only do they walk among us, they also reproduce!!!!

OMG!
OVER AND OUT,
JANELLE

I Can't Say

2009-03-08T19:47:00.003+08:00

the negativity-

2009-02-28T23:03:00.001+08:00

Over and Out,
Janelle

Sports Heats'09

2009-02-27T21:23:00.006+08:00

and i was wrong,it didnt rain...blame it on weather.com,msn weather and the newspp!:Dhaha...

yea,so it was sports heats today and we were all so nervous right before the event..but we did alright(: pre-run-jitters...yep

i think somethings wrong with my cbox

AND! thank you TEOYANG for guiding me through the 1.5k event!i owe you man, great captain/great friend(:

and to the other supporters too!

Over and Out,

Janelle

2009-02-21T13:01:00.000+08:00

SCC

Over and Out,
Janelle(:

Shoot.Shag.Marry

2009-02-19T16:02:00.004+08:00

Over and Out,

Janelle

2009-02-18T20:12:00.003+08:00

today was rather unexpected, training as usual, me hating track and field, us not wanting to run at all...it started with the talk and blablabla, the same drama, goin in a circle and blablabla....

but it ended way better than we expected, the workout was 2 sets of 600m,400m,300m..i started later than the guys, and haa,it felt really good to run like that..the recovery in between and walking to the sprinklers, yea, mad tough but we managed it yea(:

and after that was plain fooling around and makin a nuisance of ourselves, and it continued all they way to MacDonald and even to the bus stop, jol and i were laughing so hard till we had to sit down, all thanks to Kah Wai and Rachel..man,you guys really make us feel better....

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we re taught to voice out but we get in trouble for it,
our mouths are shut-
we keep it in
we dont say

Over and Out,

Janelle

Freedom begins with an act of defiance

2009-02-16T20:32:00.002+08:00

I guess what was really bugging us for all these weeks finally came out today, we were rude but we did have our reasons, and it isnt that we want to jump to conclusions but rather whats driven us to do so.

It only took a few words to make us tick, that we were as good as cut from the team. and i didnt even come near to the word hate, till today, its strong, but its either im almost there or already there, probably for the rest too who are prob a lot angrier than i am. idk, but yea,it upsets me.

1. You bring in a new kid, no telling us no nth and we dont even get along with that stuck-up -runner-wannabe

2. You fire our coach of 2 yrs with crap reasons, because you only think of yourself

3. The new coach prob dosent even take us as part of the team, we re out casted, not important enough, the slackers, the bad influence. the team that was once there has been replaced.
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I really love my teammates,heck they re the best, we re close and we stick together...that was till you separated us, the good VS. the bad, we re old news and you guys make hella sure that we know that.

I miss Athletics, the way it used to be..We've tried accepting, but you re making it hard to do so..

Over and Out,
Janelle

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2009-02-15T21:05:00.001+08:00

sad faces are a lot harder to draw than happy faces-

Over and Out,
Janelle

♥

2009-02-14T23:36:00.004+08:00

Valentines Day with my favourite and only teammates!gotta love em,

yea, so it was their all comers meet, cant say our school did good cept for edrick,rachel and the rest...this ll seriously demoralise the sec 1s, great job ms koh- send em to a competition with a month of training..99% cam in friggin last!

yea, so whatever, at least we got to hang out with our coach after the meet, the real coach, the one we only know to call as of...dinner and a lot of catching up..it felt just like old times, after a day of fun then we'd go back to school and see him for training..but it isnt so anymore, yea, ...

Sec 4s really getting to me-

Im more tired than ever everyday, its not good-

Over and Out,

Janelle

Realise

2009-02-08T16:17:00.007+08:00

I never knew that the friends that i turn to when school was harsh are the ones to make me feel the exact same way when im not in it. and its been so naive of me to only realise this now...i get dissed,i get blamed, i know it means nothing,but i do have feelings.. man,its so overrated-

its hopefully and most probably my last year in secondary school, and though the school has coffee coloured stains leaking down the walls, and teachers who have sticks up their asses, i will never forget it, cause of the friends i ve made for the past 3 yrs...they are the one that are there for me!my friends-
and of course they re the ones who i get or would rather get in trouble with too!

take these for example:

1. Eating ham outside the library during free period

2. Having a picnic during class

3. Making fun of teachers together

4. Making fun of each other together

5. Disobeying school rules

6. Disobeying teachers

7. Copying homework and tests

8. Being oblivious to the teachers existence

9. Bailing each other out of tensed situations

10. Making sure the other is alright

Therefore, the euphoric irony

Over and Out,
Janelle

2 words. Physical Pain

2009-02-06T22:36:00.002+08:00

Because, it's only when you’re tested

that you truly discover who you are

Over and Out,

Janelle

Losing it-

2009-02-05T19:48:00.004+08:00

my shin hurts, my back hurts and these trainings are nth like last year, so why do i feel so tired all the time-

Life is going to push you around. It's going to beat you up.

And it's going to scare you

But then,one day, you realize ...

you're not just a survivor

you're a warrior

Over and Out,

Janelle

Carolina Liar

2009-02-04T23:29:00.005+08:00

so jolyn and i totally had a girl moment during break and it was so unexpected that we dint even realise marcus was looking at us till jol turned around.. the look on his face *classic!*...and man,the look on jolyns face when she realised what we just did..another classic- !

and running in the rain is a-w-e-s-o-m-e, especially today when we just started doing random sprints even though training was over....of course the ::people:: dint have anything nice to say bout it...that butt-face-dick-head of a coach prob cant wait for us to leave too anw.. wtv!

suckkaaaa

whether I'm right or wrong, down the waterfall

wherever it may take me

I know that life wont break me (:

Over and Out,
Janelle

great

2009-02-01T18:29:00.002+08:00

Annual visit to Mrs Cordeiros place, a bite at the new cafe, family thing later on..

"It's worth nothing if you cant knock down the shot"

Over and Out,
Janelle

Reminisce

2009-02-01T00:43:00.001+08:00

Every song has an end but thats no reason not to enjoy the music-

Over and Out,

Janelle

2009-01-30T23:24:00.001+08:00

it was MJ and blackjack today with the group!love you guys!(: